Don't really enjoy sex??

Ihave had sex with 3 different men in my life and I guess it feels somewhat good, eh. They pound me like crazy and the foreplay is always amazing yet when they insert it, it hurts. I loosen sometimes and it still feels like nothing. I never squirt but I wish to. I cum a lot but I don't feel to the point where I should actually be serious about moaning..? They pound me really hard and sometimes slow and fucks me pretty well as I see in porn but I just don't feel it. Is there like a certain spot in my vagina that makes me feel good Bc they're not pushing that button I think😂 I just don't like it at all. I tried 3 times Bc I thought maybe they have wack dick but noo it's me, what the hell are anyone else feeling this way