Morning rant

Good morning ladies!

As I woke up this morning I was greeted early by AF. 😡 I was so sure this month was going to be a BFP for me. My hubby was also convinced this was our month. Sadly it isn't 😢 I was extremely stressed this month and had a breakdown and because of this I ovulated a week late. I'm sure this had something to do with it. I'm not giving up but I'm so tired of trying only to get a BFN. I try not to let my hopes get up but during that TWW all we can do is think about babies! It's not fair! I have one friend who got pregnant without trying. I have another friend who has a daughter but her mom raises her daughter. I have another friend who he would rather go to the bars than be with his daughter. I work with a girl and all she does is complain about her 2 boys and husband... how is this possible!? Us ladies would give anything to see that BFP show up! Me and my hubby tried for 4 months before we found out I was ovulating a week late due to the clearblue advanced opk. Since then we have been trying for 3 months and this was our first cycle using pre seed.... I never thought it was this hard to get pregnant!!!! I mean come on!!! I am praying next month is our month. Lucky number 8! I'm sorry this is such a long post and thank you all for reading till the end but I needed a little morning rant.