Emotional

I got so emotional right now when i felt my babys kicks. When i found out i was pregnant I've thought about not keeping it . I was already in planned parent hood waiting to get called to take the abortion pills. But i changed my mind last minute. I was there in the waiting room besides my bf and i was crying as i was waiting to be called.

As i felt my baby's kick i just thought about that day when i was going to end my baby's life & started crying because i couldn't believe i was going to do such a horrible thing . I can't wait to meet my lil peanut . When i think of that day i always talk to my lil bean and ask for forgiveness for trying to do such a thing . I am grateful that i didn't get the procedure done.