I'm in the pregnancy 100% completely on my own. With no support from anyone and idk what to do.

My aunts keep saying "you don't need to buy anything for this one" "you shouldn't have gotten pregnant"

My boyfriend wants us to live in his friends dirt basement. With a new born. But will not put forth any input or help to even plan or start thinking about names or what were going to get or anything he wants to wait till the last minute.

My grandmother just keeps saying "I'm not buying nothing" but yet she's been after me for so long to have a baby.

Everyone wants me to use left overs of my daughter who was a summer baby and was in premies till she was about 3 months old and all her clothes were summer clothes and this baby is going to be a winter baby and i have a feeling it's a boy. And I won't put my son in nothing but pink clothes.

I just feel so alone and so lost.