I've never taken maternity photos before but I'm pretty sure this will be my last pregnancy and I wanted to do something special. This is my 7th pregnancy and I only have 1 living child. Several miscarriages and a loss after live birth at 23 weeks have made pregnancy a very anxious and emotional time for me that I find difficult to enjoy. I bought a pregnancy journal that I haven't written a page in. I set up the crib but kept the box in the garage in case something happens to baby and it has to go back. 33 weeks and 4 days now and I love this child with all my heart, but still terrified to bond until I can hold him in my arms.