I'm so thankful to be pregnant. To have children even. But ever since I was young, I've always wanted my own little baby doll, a little girl. As I've grown this hasn't changed much, I still very much so want a little girl. I have two sweet and extremely precious sons, and I wouldn't trade them even if I could. I always wanted a boy then a girl, so I did have some gender disappointment around my second son, which makes me so sad because I love him so much! And I know I'll be in love with this baby too if it's a little boy, but I'm still scared to hear "it's a boy" 😪 anyone else feeling like this?!