So anxious you loose hours out of the day

Reesa🌺

You ever feel so anxious, you loose out in several hours of the day where most people are being productive? Sometimes I wake up and am so paralyzed by my anxiety that hours go by watching mindless television. Or I take a Xanax so I can sleep all day until my husband gets home. Where moving Saturday and I have accomplished what some might thing Is nothing. I put on some of my favorite happy TV shows like "Too Cute" on animal planet and "My cat from hell" lol to put me in a better mood, make me laugh and sometimes make me cry hehe 😥 I got to get packing and transferring services. I hate I had to take a pill, but if I didn't, I would loose more time to get shit done today for moving, I've been up for 2 hours and it's already 10am. Working in healthcare makes it so easy to help people with their problems, I spend hours giving advice on glow and getting personal messages from GLOW users, but when it comes to myself, I have a hard time taking my own advice, so ridiculously annoying, anyone see where I'm coming from?