I hate feeling like no one cares about me anymore, no one in my family talks to me my sister only does when she wants something. I have zero friends which sucks even more . I literally just have my boyfriend and his mom. don't get me wrong I'm very thankful for him and his mom , just sucks not having anyone from my actual family . And knowing my birthday is this month kinda bums me even more with none of my family to celebrate it with 😢. with holidays and my birthday its just like another day to me nothing special anymore