The twin that didn't make it

She made it. Through 9 long months but sadly we lost her brother around 18 weeks.... she's 11 months and I'm due with a little boy in two short months and I can't help but think how her brother couldn't stay away.... I was on birth control and I didn't miss even one does, I was never late with a pill either and I breast feed her... yet I still am pregnant 🤰... I'm scared they are so close in age yet I am so excited.... she's very attached to my bells as you can see.... she takes most of her naps with him and holds him often. I honestly feel like this amazing gift is just her twin brother coming to be with her :) this is amazing and their bond is so strong :) we are so lucky 😍🤰😘