fed up

She refuses to take a nap it's like I'm wrestling a wild boar when I'm trying to lay her down. I've tried everything! Pacifier rocking blanket music toy lay beside her try my bed and her crib I've let her cry it out  but I hate doing that ( she will cry for hours and it breaks my heart) 

 not to mention she barley sleeps wakes up a few times at night cries and then in the morning it's time for me to bring her in bed with me once her dad leaves for work so I can't try and get some sleep but then she acts like she has ants in her pants and I still don't get any sleep. Just broken sleep for another hour. Ugh I'm so exhausted! Don't get me wrong I love her so much an she makes my heart melt but my goodness will u just close those peepers! 

I'm not sure if it's a growth spurt teeth gas or what but I just want to lock myself into a closet and sleep for 5 days 

She used to be such a good sleeper a couple months ago and as soon as I'd lay her down she'd fall asleep even with naps this is been going on for 4 weeks now 😭😴