PLEASE HELP ME 😔

Courtney • Married❤️ angel babies 😇❤️💙 expecting mummy June 2019! 🤰

Hey girls I've struggled with holding a baby I've lost two angels this year and I think I may be pregnant again I've been to scared to do a test because if it comes back positive like it did all the other times that I'm going to lose a baby again and I don't want or need that! I've had a really weird bleed this month I expected my period around 13-15th of august I didn't bleed till the 18th and it lasted for a day I usually bleed for atleast a week and very painful pains I didn't get none of that! For the last week I've been really sick and sore boobs which I know from experience I get quite early but never this strong... I'm so scared to lose another baby I'm on the verge of giving up 😔