one of my biggest fears happened September 7, 2017. my grandmother passed away. she seemed just fine when i saw her 2 weeks ago.... its so crazy how oneday a peraon is alive and the next they're gone. i dont know what I'll do now.... she was literally all i had. the only person i could talk to about everything. we could go weeks or months without speaking and she remains the same person. i just cant stop crying. i have never lost anyone so close to me... PLEASE HELP ME GET THROUGH THIS..... AT THIS POINT I DONT EVEN BELIEVE IN GOD.... August 7, 2017- September 7, 2017