Ugh... Why me I am always the outcast and never really wanted my family has such high expectations I do gymnastics and i am really good at it but I don't want to do it anymore over been in it about 3 months it sucks being the tallest it is horrible and my boyfriend keeps talking to other girls and he wants me to go over to his house. But I don't think I'm mentally ready but as soon as I tell him that he is going to break up with me I know it and I like him so much he makes me so happy but I don't even think we're dating bc he told me he just wants to be friends with benefits and I just said ugh and never answered him