Helpp Plzz

So this boy i use to talk to since sophomore year but knew him since freshman year we still are close but ive grown so much feelings for him but he still communicates w his first love n he still fucking his ex im nosy but than if u truly know him hes kind hearted n he's been there for 3 years now n this is last year he a senior im a junior but i go with his bro now he had transferred but i still have feelings left for him n when i see him everyday i just wanna hold him n want him to sat he gots me but i go w his bro that transferred n distance is hard for me and it just really sucks 😔 helpp!