Today I found out that my ex-best friend is naming her son the same name my husband and I have wanted to name our son (if or when we have one) for soooooooo long. I feel so devastated. The worst part is she's never wanted a kid let alone deserves one (her and her boyfriend are extremely addicted to drugs and are just all around terrible people) and here I am wanting a baby but but can't. Uuuuuhg I don't know.... I'm just gonna stop here before my ranting gets out of control...