Boyfriend being cold and pulling away

Hello ladies and gentlemans

First of all I have cero experience in love! I never do what I don't want to be done to me.

I met this sweet guy in Tinder. We had great dates. I kissed him until he became my boyfriend then we waited for sex. We had Sex, even though he's 27 and I'm 30 he was my first time, I had no pleasure then we continue dating but I wanted to wait and he said yes. But he was so distant and we broke up then he called me saying me he missed me. When we returned Sex was spontaneous but I have cero experience

I was raped when I was younger and touched by a closed relative, so I have trust issues. Maybe he got what he wanted??

I want to be respected and treated as the girlfriend that I am. I'm not the other.

He even presented to me his friends and some family members as his girlfriend

Should I end this?

Im giving him Space

My mom mocks me because he has a boyfriend and she's always saying at least my boyfriend calls me. Or saying my boyfriend did this for me and yours!!!? And she laughs

I had a chaotic life. But I have cero friends that I trust