I've been having hard time since i was 12 years old and it's always been seasonal when i'd get in these really low moods, where i would think these terrible things about myself and hurt myself. I thought i had bipolar disorder for the longest time and no one really understood that. Now i'm 16, almost 17, and i'm getting really angry at myself because i'm the only one who seems to think i'm crazy and i'm scared that maybe i'm just really dramatic and there was never anything wrong with me. That i was just too weak to handle my stressors and i wanted something to blame it on rather than face that. I don't know what to do and the more i think about it, the worse i feel.