My boyfriend & I are both christians. We believe like by the Bible. I was a virgin before I met him & I hooked up with someone & decided to make a mistake I highly regret. Then, it lead to me wanting to have sex with my now (1yr & a half later) boyfriend. We haven't had sex in almost SEVEN MONTHS!!!! 😫 omg.. we live together!!! We do go down on each other and have fun like that BUT it's still sin.. he is scared to have children. I want children but I want to have them in agreement with him when he ready. Although, I'm ready now. So, I have tried to tell him lets either get married or do things the wrong way and he wants to do them the right way even though we still "don't have sex" but we have sexual activity in our relationship & I feel like I cannot handle it... I am so over the battle of that with him.. 😔 I just wish we could pick a side and quit being in the middle of right & wrong!!! Ughhhh! Any advice is welcome. I just need to know how to possibly overcome this. Bc living together and not having sex is TERRIBLE!! I want to do the right thing.. but I also don't.. :( what to do.. what to do..