I give up

It's been ten months. There's nothing wrong with me, I do everything right. I Time every thing. I take my temperature everyday, I take pre mama and pre seed lube. I take opk. I have sex all the appropriate times. And nothing. I'm so angry. Every month I get my period and I cry and cry. All I want is to be a mom. But god just says fuck you every month. And I'm done. Screw having a family. Nothing good can ever just happen to me. I can't just have my baby that we want so bad. I can't do this anymore 😭😭😭