I don't really know where to turn to, my husband doesn't understand at all. I've been diagnosed with clinical depression since I was 17 (21 now) and over the years I've had highs and lows. I'm 25w 3d and while we are so so excited and happy to be having this little boy after over a year of trying, I feel so alone and just not happy in general. I don't leave the house at all anymore except to work and grocery shop, etc. and I can tell when I'm isolating myself from family and friends. Obviously I'm emotional right now but i just wanna cry all the time and I don't wanna talk to anyone/be around anyone. Has anyone gone through this? Even if you've never had depression has anyone just felt really sad during their pregnancy? This is supposed to be one of the happiest times of my life and I just feel really blah.