I found me a wondrous man ✨

I'm sure some of you ladies can relate, but I've had a lot of trouble coming to terms with being a sexual being. I was raised to believe that sex was strictly for marriage and baby making, not pleasure. My sister was shamed for embracing her sexuality, so I repressed mine for the longest time. Then a year or so ago I was awoken, but I didn't know what I liked, or what was too far. I let guys do more with me than I was comfortable with, and had numerous guys act without consent. I lost faith in guys and decided upon being celibate unless I met someone I felt truly respected me. Then I found him. My guy. The most caring man I have ever been intimate with. My funny, goofy, smart, compassionate, loving man. We hadn't done anything past the usual make-out session until a couple nights ago. He knew I had bad experiences with others, so he had been cautious from the start. For the first time it felt right. Here might be TMI, but it was the most amazing thing for me: He kept going even though I was on my period (just ending, but still not back to normal yet). He even went down a second time because he wanted to make sure I was pleased ☺️ And damn was I pleased ✨ Even though he had never been comfortable with "period sex" before, he didn't care because it was me. He was amazed that he wasn't grossed out, since that was how he had been in the past. He cares so deeply for me that nothing phases him. I have never been so attracted to a man and felt so respected ✊🏻