My boyfriend and I haven't been together that long.

But, we live together. (long story)

Anyways, today I had a conversation with him..

Me: I want to buy sex toys.

Him: Why?

Me: So, that when you're asleep or at work I can get off.

Him: Why would you need to do that?

Me: I don't know, just when I get horny.

Him: Am I not enough for you?

Me: No, you are but what about when you're not around?

Him: You could just wait for me. 🙄

Me: Well, I could also use them to practice giving blowjobs since I'm bad at them and maybe even practice riding??

Him: Using a toy, you put in you?

Me: After cleaning them of course.

Then the conversation basically ended. I've never used toys before, never watched porn.

And I have a low sex drive, but I feel like maybe if I get toys it could enhance my sex drive because, it'll help me figure out what more I like without fearing judgment (I know he won't but, anxiety makes me think he will.)

Plus, I feel as if it may benefit our sex life!!

Do you guys have any tips? At all of what I can do about talking to him or just any advice in general.

My fingers are not enough.

Our shower head isn't removable.

I need/want toys!