addiction

I've always smoked weed and never really wanted to do anything other that weed and mushrooms. Well I tried coke for the first time the other day cause i had been drinking and smoking so I was kinda tore up. I don't think I would have done it if I was sober well now coke is all I think about... I've done it a total of 2 different nights with many lines each night. I don't pay for it so I'm not out any money.. I just needed to talk about it. I really enjoy it. I just sit and think about what all I could do on it. all it does for me is make me awake so I can smoke and be high and do some coke and stay awake. it's scary how much I actually like it.