Should I just delete them???
So I've seen alot of girls on here doing the sexy photos for their men. I always thought I'm just too lumpy to look good in photos like that. Yesterday however, I decided to give it a try. I did a whole shoot with my phone. (They're too revealing for me to feel comfortable posting here.) My problem is, they turned out really good, really hot!! It made me feel really good looking at them. However, that didn't last very long. I told my BF what I had done, that I'd never done anything like that and that they turned out really good. He said it was great it made me feel good. He hasn't asked to see them. He doesn't even seem interested at all. It stings!! I took super sexy pics and he has no desire to even check them out. I haven't directly asked him bc, I don't want to put him an awkward spot but, honestly I want to! I have these great shots I can't even share with anyone! I'm thinking I should just delete them all. I don't want my kids coming across them and I can't seem to hide them in my phone. It feels awful though having a BF who seems the least bit interested in seeing something like this. I've actually always been pretty confident in my attractiveness until I got serious with him. His desire to have sex in the dark and the fact that he rarely compliments how I look other than, why all dressed up, today? and you don't look 32. That's his way of telling me I look good. He actually told me once he loves how giggely my ass is! 😒 I suppose It's more a me thing bc, this is clearly just how he is and I don't at all believe he is doing it to be mean or hurt me. I have issues bringing these things up though bc, it often leads to an argument about how "perfect I am at everything and how he is always fucking up!" I really can't help it that I'm better at relationships than him or that I easily figure out how people want to receive love and be supported. I don't want to stop telling him when these things come up either though bc, that is counterproductive in a relationship. IDK, I'm thinking I should just delete them. Maybe, tell him in a 'hint, hint way' that I am deleting them and he will never have the chance to see them. Or just delete them, say nothing and never do anything like this again since it left me feeling worse in the end anyways. IDK, what do you ladies think?
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