Something is wrong with me

Hey guys so I hope y'all don't judge me for this . I just want to see what y'all think and if you guys have ever felt like this before .

Lately I've been a bit bored in my relationship . I have absolutely no idea why 😩 my man is amazing , he's amazing in bed he provides he is sweet . But I've been feeling like I want attention from somewhere else . We've been together for 6 years now (since I was 14 and he was 17) . I've never cheated on him physically but I have sexted with other people before. He's actually cheated on me a couple of times with a couple girls but that was like in the beginning of the relationship. None of this has ever given me a reason the physically cheat on him before but for some reason I've been curious to see how it is to be in bed with another person . I see certain guys and I wonder how it must be to go on a date with them or how they are in bed. I'm aware that this is terrible and I feel terrible for it but idk why I'm feeling this way especially if I say that I love my man . Let's talk girls !