Because why should I ever have a moment??

Im having an ultimate hormonal moment and completely broke down in the bathroom.

I'm tired. I want a moment for myself. I have an incredible almost 2 year old boy and another arriving in December. I'm a stay at home mom and I love it so much. But I'm tired.

Today I did my usual mommy life.... and cleaned and had dinner ready for when husband came home. I took the dog out for the 5th time.... it took me an hour to get my son down.

I leave his room and all of the food is still out.... the dog needs to go out again and my husband is sleeping on the couch. I put all the food away because I know he won't and I don't want it going bad. I wake him up and ask him to please take the dog out. He says ok. I get ready for bed and come out and he's sleeping again. I ask him again. He said in a little. Meaning he's going to pass out and not take her. So I do.... down the elevator to the grass and back. It's 10pm. I come up. He's sleeping. I only ask that he take her out at night and it is always a struggle. 😖

He works hard. I appreciate it so much. But I work hard. And I'd like to feel appreciated. And I'd like a little help.

And I would love some free time. 😭

I needed to vent.... because I can't talk to him about this. It'll turn around and come back to bite me in the ass very quickly. And i just have no energy for that.