anyone else? 😭😩

I'm seriously having the hardest time adjusting to my changing body. the weight & the changes in my skin, always looking tired and I cant keep up with hair growth because it grows back so freaking fast and dark. its seriously bringing me down & i don't know what to do. i can feel my depression coming back full speed and ever so powerful. idk what to do.

also starting to deeply despise people who look great and seem to gave it all together. green with jealousy. 😭😭

update** I'm 18 weeks