I'm extremely insecure about my body... 4 years ago I was 135lbs and I felt like I hated my body then... 3 years ago I got on BC and started gaining and had so much trouble trying to lose it... now I'm 21 and 180lbs and I'm just over 5feet tall... I hate my body so much now... is topped my BC I was on and switched to the shot in hippie something will help... but I constantly feel judged...