I'm not pretty enough...

Do you ever catch your bf looking at other girls that have a big ass, toned petite body with big hips, big perfect perky tits, nice sexy toned legs, girly muscular toned arms, toned curved back, cute pretty little face...just curvylicious in all the right places and sometimes with a nice pink tight vagina..and then you look at yourself and see a fat lazy slob with no ass, saggy tits, triple rolls on your back and stomach when you turn or sit a certain way, cellulite for days, stretch marks on your love handles, ass and inner thighs, acne breakouts everywhere, think you're ugly and don't like the way your vagina looks so when your bf actually does wanna have sex with you and its been weeks you prefer sex in the dark so he doesn't see that fat ugly slob of a body and not so tight pretty and pink of a vagina? Yeah that's my thoughts every day...