Sadness is real

I'm past the 6 month mark of pregnancy but feel like I have no one to talk to. I was kicked out of my home because my parents didn't accept my current situation but I have hope that their hearts will soften. This isn't the only place where I feel unwanted.

Being thrown out meant imposing myself on my 'partner'. He takes care of me, I think he loves me but there's always this sadness in my heart. We have good laughs, good times but he is extremely secretive with his phone - if I were to even touch it, he flips. This behaviour makes me even more curious and paranoid about what he may be doing but when I explain that to him, he doesn't understand and calls me annoying OR just chooses to spout some shit about me. At times, I feel like even he doesn't want our baby - comments have ranged from 'you did this to yourself' (referring to my pregnancy) to 'you would've let anyone get you pregnant'. For someone so low in confidence, such comments don't help. I feel unwanted everywhere, quite helpless and I don't know what to do.

My 'partner' has been extremely involved with my pregnancy, takes care of my every need but these little things are eating away at me.

Am I being crazy ?