AF due TOMORROW!!!

So AF is due tomorrow, praying on everything i believe it stays away from me for the next 9 months. I don’t think i am pregnant because i have no symptoms whats so ever but hoping till the last min im wrong. I’ve been trying for 9 months now and the stress of each month and disappointment of seen AF is draining me lil by lil. I keep testing and one day i get a faint positive and then BFN for the next few days. Is so sad when you cant get something you want to bad! Im just waiting for tomorrow, to see if i should test again or be disappointed ONE MORE TIME AF came right on schedule!!!!

These are my faint positives