so I suffer from severe depression and I mean like hiding in a dark room covered in stacks of blankets and bawling my eyes out and I love my SO so much and we normally get along great he "heals" my depression with just a hug💓💖 we have been together for about 5 years now and know each other since we were 2. he is not a very emotional person . but he also likes to tease me and mess around with me all . we have a very unique relationship but is it bad when we do "argue" he tells me to get away from him? I strongly dislike his family (his mom's side) but I pretend I like them . I love him so much but I feel like I am about to explode! I want to cry 😭😭😭 I just ..is it bad to wish for the relationships I see on here or I real life that love that is so perfect? cause mine is a mess.. I just want him to at least act like I am his world? I do that to him ...I'm 20 btw.