So I'm getting af cramps 4 days before the ugly wench is due to show up and my emotions are everywhere! Going between pure anger and deep

sadness it's almost unbearable! We tried so hard this month! Eating healthier..not drinking and we don't smoke anyway..and tmi probably but we were at it like rabbits since the end of my period last month right through my fertile window! Wtf is wrong with me?? Just feels like it's never going to happen and we won't have our rainbow baby 😔 Sorry, just had to vent!