Faint lines?

I'm suppose to start af on the 23rd it's the 20th and I'm getting very faint lines!!!!! Is this it? Had a miscarriage in May been trying ever since.. (wasn't morning pee) going to restest with fresh morning pee in the morning but needing some couldn't hold my excitement this is the first time I've saw even a faint line since my first and I'm just filled with joy