Advice?

Sydney • I will not be a flower picked for my beauty and left to die, I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget — Erin Van Vuren

I’ve been really hoping lately to find a bf/gf. Its really hard though because I don’t usually open up to people until I know them well but all the guys and girls seem to want you to open up immediately! What should I do?? Is opening up really worth finding someone?! What if I don’t even find anyone that likes me wont it just be a waist?!! 😔