I feel bad :(

Avie • Momma of 2 beautiful boys. 9/13/12 , 8/6/18. 💙💙💙💙💙💙 and a loving wife 8/23/14 ❤❤❤❤

so my close cousin had her little girl today. and I'm happy for her and she is so darn cute. but I feel guilty because. at the same time. I feel sad, mad, because we started trying at the same time. and she got pregnant and I didn't. I have been trying for 7 mths now. and I am still not pregnant!. and I feel bad for feeling this way. am I a horrible person for feeling like this?