hi im 36

hi i have 3 kids my youngest is 3. ive been ttc now for 2 months since my miscarriage last year. i was told im too old to consider adoption and that just makes me cry. im married now to a good man and hes fustrated and wants to give up and blames god. i feel like such a disappointment to him because im not pregnant yet tried everything including other sites for ovulation and nothing. its to the point where im getying depressed and sick litterly. im just tired of not being able to get pregnant fast like other people and than all i hear is im too old. i cant sleep at night either. anyone here understand whst im goinh thru please help.