Vibrator Use

Taylor • What do I put here lolz. I like pineapples

So I got a vibrator not that long ago. And each time I've tired to use it, I can't. I turn it on and get it close to putting it up there by I just can't do it. It feels so awkward. I just wanted to know if this happens to anyone else? Or a way to get over the awkwardness and just do it