Trying to recover from miscarriage

Bridget

I went to my Cousin baby shower pregnant with my God daughter even though I didn't really wanna go cause today marks a year I lost my twins due to a miscarriage and I knew I would get upset but I went anyways and handle as much as I could but it sucks to go through this and wondering when will be my next time cause I wanna know how it feels to be a mother and everything but I'm just having pure bad luck