im just disqusted as fuck in my boyfriend now & dont even know how to fucking live this life. hes terrible to me and treats me less then a person, he isnt even decent anymore. anything i say to him ends in me being called names, if he doesnt agree with something i say then holy shit im kicked out, all my stuffs physically thrown out, called a billion names, told the worst shit and how unwanted i am and literally cant even cry cause i get talked shit to for it. im 20 weeks pregnant and he will onlh have sex w me if he wants it, but i wake up and the fuckin tv is on porn like tf and hes been also saying now every time je heys mad how im pregnant so i dont sexuallly please him, this that he wants to have sex w other people. i just can't deal w this anymore.