NF1 and pain during pregnancy

It's 3am I'm 36 weeks pregnant and beyond done. I lay here in tears because I hurt so damn bad. This pain is beyond excruciating.

I tried pain creams. Lidocaine patches. Baths. Yoga and exercises. Hot/ cold packs. I get max 4 hours of sleep a night. I can't even walk up the damn stairs without feeling like my 600 pound life. I'm having a planned C-section on the 20th of October my gut is telling me I won't make it and this baby will come early.

Idk what to do with this pain I hope it's not putting the baby in any certain stress.