When you had to left someone go that you truly love because you realized that it just would not have worked out. Miss him so much already. It's only been a few days and all I can junk about is picking up the phone and calling him. I have to continue to program my mind to what's better for me and my kids. I love him deeply but it was too much turmoil and drama and lack of trust. I tried and tried but..... I have to trust that God is the one in control and given time, he will heal me.

#justventing