Anyone else scared to give birth.. again

My daughter was born 2001 and I had my first born 1998.

I'm pregnant with my third baby.. I'm older and scared to death to have a baby. I'm only afraid of the process.. When I was younger it was easy, well my son was a little hard but my daughter was a super easy! Had an epidural so it made it easier.. but as I've gotten older I'm even afraid of the meds and how it will make me feel..

I know this may sound weird but I even had an anxiety attack this morning thinking about it.

Any advice. Anyone feel this way after such a long gap between pregnancies.