I Can't Believe I Did This

Gwyn

So my best friend is a guy, we're both sophomores in high school. He kind of had this thing going on with a girl, another one of my friends, but they weren't official. So we decided to hang out for a day at the mall and after some shopping we went to go see a movie. During the movie he had his arm around me and his head on my shoulder because he was tired af. As the credits were rolling, I looked back up to him and said something like, "What do you want to do now?" And he just f*cking kissed me. Right there. And I was like WTFFFFFF. I didn't pull away cause I've always had a little bit of a thing for him but I knew he was with my friend sort of so I stayed away from that type of relationship. I ended up telling my friend about it when they got officially together like a week after the kiss (actually multiple) happened. Now our friendship hasn't been the same since and I feel like a piece of shit because I could have stopped it somehow. So yeah, there's that.