Worst experience

In September 15th I got send to the hospital for a induction they started on medicine so I can get labor going I was in hospital all Friday , night and then Saturday contractions kept coming stronger and stronger but was not diatling on Sunday the 17th at 2am they broke my water my contractions kept going but was not diatling more then 4 cm until 5pm they decided to do a c-section on me and at 7;15pm my beautiful blessing had welcome the world it felt like a dream to hear him cry I felt so bless and all the pain that I had gone threw was all worth it. But Wednesday the 20th at 7am I got this shivering attack and a high fever that my body wasn't responding and was loosing oxygen my heart was going 190-200 beats per minute I was dieing all I would hear is nurses and doctors running back on forth saying she loosing lots of blood , her heart is the only thing keeping Her alive all I would think about is my newborn if something did happen to me what would happen to him I would ask god to not let me go yet that I wanted to spend time with my son. At the moment my body wasn't responding it was on gods hand to safe my life and so he did after being in icu- intensive care and being heart monitor I can finally say I'm a lot better and ready to be with my son. All thanks to god he gave me another opportunity to live.