feeling like a failure

Sa

my husband and I have been TTC for 1.5 years now. I have PCOS and very frustratingly don't get my period or ovulate on my own. I made an appointment to see a fertility specialist, and we were both so excited! however, my health insurance recently changed due to my new job, and I found out that I don't have ANY fertility coverage...not even for testing. I had to cancel our appointment bc we can't afford to pay all out of pocket. I feel like a failure 😭🙁 I'm not sure what to do next....im trying to find an ob-gyn who is open to at least trying different meds to help us. everyone around me is pregnant & i just feel my heart breaking while trying to be happy for them. Good luck to everyone trying!!