............ Shutting my phone off.. such a shitty Monday and now I probably won't do anything for my birthday either... K cool great 😩😩 does nobody care? I just want to be happy and actually feel loved.... Now my birthday is turning to shit too I just can't take it anymore... I can't do this I can't be strong.. I miss my aunt so much I've been crying all day.. I just wish she could celebrate with me (she's in heaven) 😭😭😭😭😭 I can't do this ... Anymore momma loves you baby please keep me strong enough to enjoy the day again. .. im so depressed.. i feel like nobody wants to be around me either. ... Depression sucks I cry I get mad I have very high highs and very low lows... I'm not just fine its a daily battle to even do the littlest things .. I just don't wish this on anyone. I just hope baby knows I love him more than anything 💕😥