So many feelings

Since we haven't told our friends or family, you ladies, are my support. I'm feeling all kinds of things. 6w4d and nausea and exhaustion kicked in real hard today. I'm starving all the time can't seem to eat anything that agrees with my smell and stomach.

To add on top of my hormonal emotions, I live in Vegas and my spouse was called out last night to the shooting (he is in law enforcement). Friends were there and all checked in ok. Needless to say, I got zero sleep last night, stressed, cramps, it was a terrible night.

Spouse got home safe this morning, but was called out again for 12 hour rotations. Along with the nausea and exhaustion, I'm feeling so depressed and sad. I have to go to work tomorrow and not sure how I'm going to work up the strength and energy to do so. Ugh. I just feel so miserable!