I'm just venting. Not asking for advice.

Boyfriend and I have been together a couple years. I have two kids and health issues.

The past couple weeks I've been in a lot of pain. He knows I've been in pain.

My house is thrashed. I asked him last night if he would help me clean it, especially since someof the mess is his too. (Actually, a lot). I take the kids and me to doc app. We all had one so I have a screaming baby for at least two hours. He messages me and tells me he is going shooting and he doesn't know when he will be back.

My house is thrashed still. I am pissed. And I walk into my bathroom and there's fucking nail clippings in my bathroom sink from him.

I'm so close to just wiggin out it's not even funny.