Boobs

So I have been thinking lately about getting a boob job...I don’t have a problem with the way other see my body, but I have a problem with the way I see myself...I have always been an A, other than when I had my daughter & I was a D...my nipples have always been introverted & I seriously could look like a guy if I didn’t wear a bra with some extra padding...

Will someone please tell me if I am crazy or not...I don’t want anything huge, but I want to look more like a female...